Happy New Year

Hello everyone! So it's the last day of the year, are you excited? Cause I am. So I was trying to figure out if this year has been good or bad for me, and I came to the conclusion that it has been good.

On the one hand, I've gone through a complicated situations that have made me feel anxious but on the other hand, lot's of cool stuff has happenned. And I wanted to write down my top 3.

Fisrt, changes, When I was little I didn't like changes at all, but lately I've been really liking them. My big change this year has been moving from one school to another and at the begginng I thought it was going to be terrible but at the end it has been a pretty good experience. 

Then the discovery, I love discovering things and this year I've been discovering thousands, I discovered tons of new books and music and I feel better with myself now, thanks to those songs, books, new activities I've discovered a lot about me.

Finally, the best things that happened to me this year, has been going to a Taylor Swift concert, yes it was the best day of my life, I discovered Taylor when I was 8 years old and now I'm 16 so it has been a long time. When the new CD came out I thought "Ok, now it's my turn, she's going to come to Spain and I'm finally going to see her live" but it didn't happen so my uncle and my grandma surprised me by taking me to London to see Taylor and during those two hours that the concert lasted I cried of happinees and I know it's something I'm neveer going to forget. 

Thank you and Happy New Year, 

Lush Inauguration+New Products

Hello everyone! First of all: I'm sorry, I know I've not upload for a long time (exams, family cruise, Taylor's concert,...) but now I'm back. So two weeks ago I was able to go to the newest Lush store inauguration. Here in my city we had three stores and all of them are really small, but now we've got the biggest one in Spain, with exclusive products from The Oxford Street store. 

 

The inauguration was amazing, there was food, a lot of people who loved the store, and we've got an exclusive bag as a present. 

While I was there I bought 3 new products, I really wanted to buy the whole store but my mom warned me not to. 

So, the first thing I bought was: 

• Foot Soak And Fancy Free Foot Lotion: If you know me in real life, you'll know that I really don't like foot at all, it's a weird thing that I've got. So I bought this lotion because the girl of the store told me that with it my foot will be really soft and they will look very good. The truth is that it really worked it! My foot are really soft now, but I don't thing it will last more than a couple of weeks.  

• Tea Tree Toner Tabs: At first I bought them because they were really cheap, but when I tried them I realized they were the first toner ever that doesn't make me have an eczema on the sides of my nose, I think that it is because all of Lush products are handmade, no chemicals.

• Retread: This is the last thing I bought, today was my first time using it and my hair is really soft, I'm amazed. I can't tell you if this product will work at long term but I will let you know. The first impression at least is incredible.  

Hey There Delilah-Plain White T's (Taylor Swift Video)

They Have Done It For Me

How are you? I'm still a little bit upset...Okay I'm not gonna lie: I feel worse than shit. I think that life it's a horrible thing and I hate it. My panick attacks have grow up since my fight with my best friend and I think that everything sucks. There's no day that I don't feel more emptyness than I used to...

As usual, music it's been by my side this whole time and I thought: Hey! You're not the only one that feels like crap right now in the world. So I decided to post the songs that I've been listening since IT all started.

These songs are not happy at all  and if you're looking for something that cheer you up this is not the place. I just pick up these songs cause they say in words exactly how I feel inside.

• Untitled-Simple Plan: 

"How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes.I've got nowhere to run. The night goes on. It's like I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life. I just wanna scream. How could this happen to me?"

• Invisible-Hunter Hayes: 

"Hear me out, there's so much more to life than what you're feeling now. Yeah, someday you'll look back on all these days and all this pain is gonna be invisible."

• Save You-Simple Plan:

"Take a breath. I'll pull myself together. Just another step until I reach the door. You'll never know the way it tears me up to see you. I wish that I could tell you something to take it all way. SOmetimes I think I could save you." 

•  Misguided Ghosts-Paramore:

"We are just misguided ghosts. Traveling endlessly. The ones we trusted the most pushed us far away. And there's no one road. We should not be the same. But I'm just a ghost. And still they echo me. They echo me in circles."

• Innocent-Taylor Swift:

"Lost your mind trying to get it back. Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days? Always a bigger bed to crawl into. Wasn't it beautiful when you believe in everything? And everybody belived in you?" 

• Fix You-Coldplay:

"When you try your best, but you don't succeed. When you get what you want, but not what you need. When you feel so tired you can't sleep. Could it be worst?"

•  Astronaut-Simple Plan:

"So tonight I'm calling all astronauts. Calling lonely people that the world forgot. If you hear my voice come pick me up. Are you out  there? Cause you're all I 've got."

• Demons-Imagine Dragons:

"Look into my eyes. It's where my demons hide. It's where my demons hide. Don't get too close. It's dark inside."

• Youth-Daughter:

"Well, I've lost it all. I'm just a silouhette. A lifeless face that you'll soon forget."

• Paradise-Coldplay: 

"When she was just a girl, she expected the world. But it felw away from her reach and she run away in her sleep"

• Tomorrow-Avril Lavigne:  

"And I wanna believe you, when you tell me that it'll be okay. Yeah I try to believe you, but I don't."

• The World Is Ugly-My Chemical Romance: 

"These are the words, but the world's aren't coming out: They burn cause they are hard to say. For every failing sun, there's a morning after."

•  How To Save A Life-The Fray:

"Where did I go wrong I lost a friend"

• Teenagers-Hayley Williams: 

"It's in the air now, bitter tears and broken hearts. We're teenagers, we count the years, we think we're smart, but we're not, we don't know anything."

•  This Song Saved My Life-Simple Plan:

"I wanna start by letting you know this: because of you my life has a purpose, you helped me be who I am today, I see myself in every word you say. Sometimes I feel like nobody gets me, trapped in a world where everyone hates me, there's so much that I'm going through, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you."

• All You Wanted-Taylor Swift Cover (Originally by Michelle Branch): 

"If you want to, I can save you, I can take you away from here, so lonely inside, so busy out there, and all you wanted was somebody who cares."

            

Sweater Weather Tag

1. Favorite candle scent?


Lately I've been using a lot a candle that smells like Sugar and Applepie from Natura. 

2. Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate?

Well it depensa on my mood. If I'm sleepy I drink coffee because caffeine. I usually can't sleep so tea helps sometimes. And the last one: hot chocolate is something that I can resist.  

3. What's the best fall memory you have?

Wow. I have no idea. I love fall so much and I've got so many good memories of it that I serioously don't know hahaha. Sorry xx.

 

4. Which makeup trend do you prefer: dark lips or winged eyeliner? 

Buff! Okay this is a hard one. I mean I love winged eyeliner but I never use it. But on the other hand we've got dark lips that is simething that I love but I never use it neither.

5. Best fragrance for fall?

Wonderstruck by Taylor Swift. I love how it smells.

6. Favorite Thanksgiving food?

I'm from Barcelona and here it's not a tradition to celebrate Thanksgiving, so I have no idea.  

7. What is autumn weather like where you live?

Here the autumn weather is sometimes cold but I like it a lot.

8. Most worn sweater?

My most worn sweater is one that I bought three weeks ago at Brandy Melville.

9. Must-have nail polish this fall?

I think that for this time of the year I like colors like red, maroon, black or dark blue and any kind of purple.

10. Football games or jumping in leaf piles?

I'm from Barcelona and here it's not the most usual to jump on leaf piles. But I also have another house in mountains and when I'm there I like to jump in leaf piles and I think I look like a little girl but I LOVE IT . 

11. Skinny jeans or leggings?

I like a lot skinny jeans and I usually use them more than I use leggings (I'm writting this with leggings) 

12. Combat boots or Uggs?

I love combat boots but I think that for this kind of weather I prefer Uggs because they are so comfty and I'm obessed with Autralia.

13. Is pumpkin spice worth the hype?

As you all must know guys, I'm weird and with that what I mean is sometimes I think it's worth the hype and sometimes I thinks it's not.

14. Favorite fall TV show?

Well I must confess that I see a lot of TV shows. I'm so obssesed with everything. And it's not like if I had a TV show for this time of the year. I watch around 23 series (not at the same time). Lately I'm watching "Castle", "Awkward","Faking It", "Arrow", "New Girl" and "American Horror Story", "Breaking Bad", "The Vampire Diaries" and "The Originals". And I think I'm going to start "The Walking Dead"

15. What song really gets you into the fall spirit?

As I said on my first post I'm a huge Taylor Swift fan (Swiftieeee) and as some of you know she brought out her new CD on October 27th and yes it's been a month since that but I still in love with this CD so much, it's called 1989. 

Sweater Weather- The Neighbourhood