sábado, 24 de enero de 2015

Song Of The Month

Song: Arabella

Artist: Arctic Monkeys

Album: AM

Year: 2012-2013

About The Band: Arctic Monkeys are an English indie/rock band formed in 2012. The band members are Alex Turner (lead vocal, lead guitar and rhythm guitar), Jamie Cook (lead guitar and rhythm guitar), Nick O'Malley (bass and backing vocals) and Matt Helders (drumbs and backing vocals).

Story Behind The Song: This song is inspired by physicis and television presenter, Brian Cox and his 2011 Wonders Of The Universe TV series. Alex Turner words about the song "The song are a bit Brian Cox, a bit Wonders Of Universe. They're my favorite words on there"

How I Discovered The Song: I've known Arctic Monkeys for years but I had never really listened to his songs 'til two years ago and then finally last year I bought AM album. One day I was listening to the album and this song appeared and I became obsessed. It's a really cool song and the name, Arabella, it's now one of my names. Hum....Maybe I'll call my future child like that. Hahaha.

Link: Arabella-Arctic Monkeys

lunes, 19 de enero de 2015

Lush Review: Creams, shampoos and more!

Hello everyone! How are you today? Okay since a few months ago I didn't know that a Lush store was in my city, and since I know I've been there a few times know and I just wanted to let you know what my favorite Lush things that I've been using.


Dream Cream: When I come out of the shower every morning the first do is use this cream because I thing that makes your skin so soft and I love it so much. When I was little I used to have some problems with my skin and I actually still got them but not that often,and  sometimes I have a bad reaction to some products, depending on what are they made of. And I'm glad because by the time I'm not having any problem with Lush.

Rub Rub Rub: This is to exfoliate your skin. I use this product once or twice a week but usually just once, it's bad to extra exfoliate your skin. One of the things I love the most about this product apart of the fact that it's amazing, it's the smell, it smells like the ocean and the best part it's that the smell stays in your skin all day. 

Dirty Soap Soap: Is a solid soap that has got that smell like...Well, I think I can't think of the word right now, but that thing is that as everything at Lush it smells freaking good and makes you wanna wash yourself with it everyday.


Trichomania Solid Shampoo: The first time I went to Lush, the girl at the shop gave me this sample and I didn't start using it 'til 5 days ago. As usual I love the smell of it because Lush scents are the best in the whole world. Anyway I don't think I'm using it anymore because my hair has a lot of volume and it gives my hair more so...

Montalbano Solid Shampoo: This is sick. My favorite sweets in the world are the lemon ones and this shampoo smells exactly the same. I like it a lot really. And it doesn't give your hair a lot of more volume like the previous one.

Face Care:

Herbalism: I started using this last week and I just used this once, so I can't talk a lot but I didn't see a lot of difference. I think it's too soon.

BB Sealed: I like fresh faced masks, I know a lot of people don't because they only last 3 weeks, but they really help your skin.

Amorosa: I like it, it's fresh, the only think that I don't like a lot it's how quickly it dries but it's totally ok. Anyway I prefer the first one. 

I hope this helps, thank you so much, see ya!

jueves, 15 de enero de 2015

They Have Done It For Me

How are you? I'm still a little bit upset...Okay I'm not gonna lie: I feel worse than shit. I think that life it's a horrible thing and I hate it. My panick attacks have grow up since my fight with my best friend and I think that everything sucks. There's no day that I don't feel more emptyness than I used to...

As usual, music it's been by my side this whole time and I thought: Hey! You're not the only one that feels like crap right now in the world. So I decided to post the songs that I've been listening since IT all started.

These songs are not happy at all  and if you're looking for something that cheer you up this is not the place. I just pick up these songs cause they say in words exactly how I feel inside.

"How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes.I've got nowhere to run. The night goes on. It's like I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life. I just wanna scream. How could this happen to me?"
"Hear me out, there's so much more to life than what you're feeling now. Yeah, someday you'll look back on all these days and all this pain is gonna be invisible."
"Take a breath. I'll pull myself together. Just another step until I reach the door. You'll never know the way it tears me up to see you. I wish that I could tell you something to take it all way. SOmetimes I think I could save you." 
"We are just misguided ghosts. Traveling endlessly. The ones we trusted the most pushed us far away. And there's no one road. We should not be the same. But I'm just a ghost. And still they echo me. They echo me in circles."
"Lost your mind trying to get it back. Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days? Always a bigger bed to crawl into. Wasn't it beautiful when you believe in everything? And everybody belived in you?" 
"When you try your best, but you don't succeed. When you get what you want, but not what you need. When you feel so tired you can't sleep. Could it be worst?"
"So tonight I'm calling all astronauts. Calling lonely people that the world forgot. If you hear my voice come pick me up. Are you out  there? Cause you're all I 've got."
"Look into my eyes. It's where my demons hide. It's where my demons hide. Don't get too close. It's dark inside."
"Well, I've lost it all. I'm just a silouhette. A lifeless face that you'll soon forget."
"When she was just a girl, she expected the world. But it felw away from her reach and she run away in her sleep"
"And I wanna believe you, when you tell me that it'll be okay. Yeah I try to believe you, but I don't."
"These are the words, but the world's aren't coming out: They burn cause they are hard to say. For every failing sun, there's a morning after."
"Where did I go wrong I lost a friend"
"It's in the air now, bitter tears and broken hearts. We're teenagers, we count the years, we think we're smart, but we're not, we don't know anything."
"I wanna start by letting you know this: because of you my life has a purpose, you helped me be who I am today, I see myself in every word you say. Sometimes I feel like nobody gets me, trapped in a world where everyone hates me, there's so much that I'm going through, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you."
"If you want to, I can save you, I can take you away from here, so lonely inside, so busy out there, and all you wanted was somebody who cares."


viernes, 9 de enero de 2015

That Sucks

How are you beautiful people? How was the first day of school? Everything alright? 

Yesterday was the first day of school. When I first woke up I felt like something bad it was going to happen. It was just a feeling. I usually don't sleep really well at nights so I thought I was tired and that was the reason why I felt that way. 

The day was going all right. I talked with my friends, that I hadn't seen since the Christmas Break started and stuff.

School was over and I went home. I thought the worst part was over but...

Then I just opened my bestie on Whatsapp because today it's her birthday and I wanted to go to celebrate with her going to a dinner with her boyfriend and her cousin. And she told me that she didn't wanted to go out and celebrate it, she wanted to stay home with her mother and obviously her boyfriend. 

I completely understand that she just wants to be at home and calm but lately she has been ignoring me. She says she's my best friend but we hadn't meet at Christmas Break and it's not the first time that she prefers her boyfriend over me.

On September, she and her boyfriend broke up (they came back together 3 weeks later) and she passed through a really hard time for her and all I know is that I did my best to try to calm her down and make her feel better. When they come back she started feeling better and I was happy for her.

I'm not jealous or anything but she knows that 2014 was not the best year for me. I started to having anxiety, panic attacks (and I still don't know what to do with that). And now she's pushing me away, which by the way not helps at all. The emptiness that I have been feeling inside me for 3 years now, is growing. And she's not helping me. 

What can I do? I don't want to forgive her without her apologize, but the problem is that she never says sorry but on the other side I'm afraid she won't.

Sorry for bothering you with my problems. Next post will be funnier I swear it.

PS: This is a mash up/cover that I've been listening lately. 

martes, 6 de enero de 2015

Song Of The Month

Song: Fix You

Artist: Coldplay

Album: X&Y

Year: 2005

About The Band:  Are a British rock pop band formed in 1996. The band components are Chris Martin (lead vocalist), Jon Buckland (lead guitar), Guy Berryman (bass) y Will Champion (drums). 

Story Behind The Song: The rumors says that Christ Martin wrote it for Gwyneth Paltrow, his ex-wife.

How I Discovered The Song: I discovered this song a lot of time ago. I've been a Coldplay fan for years. 

These days I have been feeling empty again and I've got the sensation that someyhing is broken inside me, like if I needed to be fix. And this song really helps. 

Link: Fix You-Coldplay